For the rest of my life. That’s all i really want to do.
So since this weekend i just didn’t give a shit and went ham on eating and such
So compared to the previous weekend I felt a lot more junk around my belly so I decided to get on the scale
Hot shit I’m 8 pounds heavier than when I last checked my weight around when I decided I recomped enough and switched my workout towards more reps
It might just be today but its making me feel so uncomfortable…time to rededicate myself. Ain’t no point in working this hard if I can’t finish with amazing results
Just told someone I was going to grind the shit out of their bisexual ass after trying to talk her into a threesome in an hour long conversation
What the hell am I doing
So I’ve always thought about the material I would use in case I ever decided to do standup
One bit I thought of was having the punch lines of the jokes but not the joke itself, sort of showing the rawness, if you will, of the types of jokes I would be working on
“Her vagina had the prehensile grip of a falcon” was something I was trying to work with in the car on my way back home from work tonight
Really excited to finally put some of my work out there for people to see.I went to a free class the other day for my old christian team and listening to the choreographer talk about God, dance, and his life related to me a lot and a reminder from talking to him about working hard and being humble, Ive taken class here and there when there’s been an opportunity and i’ve been doing well in classes and getting a lot of compliments so it was a good reminder to not let it all go to my head.
i just need to fix my annoying flaws that i can see in my choreography that show up in my dancing. But it’s good, it means i still have room to grow and much more to learn and i hope that in this downtime i learn more about myself and dance. Until it’s time to hang up the towel, not when life forces me to choose.
Because I know without a doubt ill find my place and the things that I’m looking for. I’m going to fight
For me out there, alone, like I always have. I’m so ready and anxious right now because they ain’t ready for me but I’ll bide my time, because its not here yet. Never give up.